Sunday, March 21, 2010

Christmas Cookies That Can Be Frozen

The Lost Dreams


A ray of sunshine he gap between the laces of thick red curtain of room to Thomas.
That morning awakening was not as sweet as the other mornings.
The light of day again pierced his eye that he fell down suddenly in the real world but the jump was not muffled as usual from the sweet and comforting dreams every night. That morning
Thomas did not remember anything, it was as if he had drawn in his Latvian fairy a minute before, no white rabbit to chase, no mad hatter, no fairy ebony solletichino not even a mouse, nothing.
The nights were full of Thomas games, smiles, magic spells and that circus was the only power that would give him the strength to endure his miserable life.
The sun gave a warm caress, but Thomas wanted to return that night, immediately, an eclipse.
Six years were just trying to escape the poverty of life, but Thomas, who grew up too quickly, they fled every day. Four years
social services took him into foster care separated from its mother, a prostitute, drug addict, who had tried to sell it to buy a dose.
was entrusted to a strange uncle who, being rich, he could hire the best lawyers and have the boy with him, even if single and elderly.
The loving care of his uncle lasted a little disinterested, or at least those with nothing in return.
Thomas had a beautiful room with red curtains and thick that blocked the light in the summer days, the walls were colored drawings and prints depicting cheerful cheerfully juggling clowns.
Although the colors and games in which his uncle segregated Thomas had a fear of that damn room, a feeling that arises in the stomach and moves into the heart ...
Then those clowns! Thomas had a macabre theory, when the sun was setting, where watched them thoroughly, he could see the subtle movements in their faces, devilish smile, even once saw that showed a sharp teeth stained with blood.
The care of his uncle and was soon to become the most pressing and particular time of the evening bath each time was a way to explain the small wonders of the body.
Thomas, still too young to understand everything, rely on the care of the man on the slide.
Slowly, over the months, my uncle taught Thomas to play with his mature body, telling that that was their secret, their special world, but when Thomas, increasingly, he refused to play was punished with brutal violence, physical and psychological. Thomas
often thought to his mother, now the memories were becoming ever more precious and faded when he remembered hugging him at night, whispering as he spoke the loved her and asking forgiveness for not being the mother that he deserved.
He embraced the strong, stronger than ever and wanted nothing more.
now the only night he had a friend in her fairy world Thomas could be who she wanted, one night was the king of contortionists, another passionate reading of sacred texts that contained huge secret, and still another is carried away by waves in the world of Neptune.
Every night of his life began and the world that most call the "dream world" for him was home.
was June 17, 1979, Thomas stood on the pier before returning to the castle of his uncle, watching the sun, the sea, the birds fly over his head, then understood.
would not be able to go home, now my uncle also had control of that!
He thought there was only one way to escape from that world forever bitter and take refuge in his dream world, in his house ... He looked up
challenging gaze at the sun, the wind gave him a caress, as the mother time first, he thought the sirens a few days earlier had led him into the abyss, he threw himself into the waves of that sea. The blue of the sea embraced
Thomas and the sirens began to hand the child should no longer satisfied with his uncle.
finally felt the freedom to grow in him, that sense of anxiety and fear left him, a creature of sea \u200b\u200bcame up to him more than the others, had wonderful colors, beautiful diamonds on his back through his hair and purple flowers of the sea.
The siren came in front of Thomas, hugged him before he could see her face.
It was a warm embrace, which he well remembered, embraced him and whispered even stronger plan
"I knew I'd found Mom, you're my biggest dream."

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